i do not remember the last time i have felt relaxed and at ease/safe, meaning i have been on edge for a very long time or have been for the past few days
i can barely remember things that have happened more than a few days ago
im in a constant state of derealization and depersonalization
at times i feel like a completely different person, with a different name, gender, age, personality etc
i dont really think i want to die but i hate existing
my adhd is depriving me of dopamine, making me crave it but i cant get any dopamine so i just eat to satisfy the craving, which makes me feel disgusting
i have no motivation to do anything
im dealing with every type of executive dysfunction
and more
why is these happening?
i can barely remember things that have happened more than a few days ago
im in a constant state of derealization and depersonalization
at times i feel like a completely different person, with a different name, gender, age, personality etc
i dont really think i want to die but i hate existing
my adhd is depriving me of dopamine, making me crave it but i cant get any dopamine so i just eat to satisfy the craving, which makes me feel disgusting
i have no motivation to do anything
im dealing with every type of executive dysfunction
and more
why is these happening?
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