So someone that i thought was my friend said that 2ndfloor is only for prank calls and this disgusted me because I for one use 2ndfloor for everything i need help with (constant depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts, etc.) What do I do about this?
Also, i havent cut for about a month but it is really hard and i am gritting my teeth every night to resist the urge. I tried instead touching my hand to my heater in my room until it hurts then i take it off. It leaves no mark but i still want to cut. I am so depressed. I always have that underlying sadness. I also made the mistake of telling my "friend" that i cut which now he holds it over my head and threatens to tell on me which he did the same thing when i told him i was gay. I dont want to talk to him anymore because he is honestly just a mean person but how do i do that? Clearly i have too many problems...
Also, i havent cut for about a month but it is really hard and i am gritting my teeth every night to resist the urge. I tried instead touching my hand to my heater in my room until it hurts then i take it off. It leaves no mark but i still want to cut. I am so depressed. I always have that underlying sadness. I also made the mistake of telling my "friend" that i cut which now he holds it over my head and threatens to tell on me which he did the same thing when i told him i was gay. I dont want to talk to him anymore because he is honestly just a mean person but how do i do that? Clearly i have too many problems...
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