I started high school a few days ago and I already dislike it. I'm not trying to be pessimistic, but it's true. Everything is becoming "real" now. There are real expectations and standards that I'm supposedly supposed to live up to. Everything is going too fast and I'm just not ready. I don't think I can do it and in all honestly, I don't want to put in the effort because eventually I will end my life. I was contemplating whether I should this weekend but then I remembered that my favorite tv show is coming back soon and I really want to see what happens (I know it's stupid but, hey, it's keeping me alive.)
And I can't drive to an ER because I'm not old enough and I'm not going to tell my mom because then things will just get worse. I was thinking about talking to my school counselor but I don't think it's really worth it and it'll just make things worse because then they'll have to tell my mom and yeah...
I'm writing this because I just needed someone to listen to me. Thanks.
And I can't drive to an ER because I'm not old enough and I'm not going to tell my mom because then things will just get worse. I was thinking about talking to my school counselor but I don't think it's really worth it and it'll just make things worse because then they'll have to tell my mom and yeah...
I'm writing this because I just needed someone to listen to me. Thanks.
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