As far back as I can remember, I've never been content with myself. I've always hated having my pictures taken and I've usually avoided mirrors. Whenever there comes an event that involves me getting dressed up or even a pool party, I don't go because I don't like my body in certain clothes.
Anyways, I'm going on vacation with my best friend in a couple of days and my mom offered to get me new bathing suits. I've always worn one-peice suits because I felt embarrassed and uncomfortable in bikinis. But my mom said that if I want, I should get some bikinis because it's more "age appropriate." All of my other friends wear bikinis and say that one-piece suits are really ugly (they don't know I wear them though). I want to be like my friends and wear bikinis and go to pool parties and have fun, but I just hate my body and I can't pull myself to do it.
Anyways, I'm going on vacation with my best friend in a couple of days and my mom offered to get me new bathing suits. I've always worn one-peice suits because I felt embarrassed and uncomfortable in bikinis. But my mom said that if I want, I should get some bikinis because it's more "age appropriate." All of my other friends wear bikinis and say that one-piece suits are really ugly (they don't know I wear them though). I want to be like my friends and wear bikinis and go to pool parties and have fun, but I just hate my body and I can't pull myself to do it.
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