For my whole life I've been the pathetic loser that everyone laughs at behind his back. I have no friends except for the other
pathetic loser. I'm not a bad person but I sure as hell used to be and I can't show my new self around old people.
A couple weeks ago I was in a psychiatric unit for depression. It was terrifying at first, but then I actually started making friends. I felt the best I've ever been in my entire life and I thought maybe I was worth something. And then it all disappeared. You're not allowed to keep in touch with people from the unit after you're discharged. So I was at the top, but then I fell even farther than i ever did. I've been on antidepressants since then, but they don't understand. Pumping drugs into me isn't going to make me happy. I need to be around people that need me. Why am I not allowed to have friends.
pathetic loser. I'm not a bad person but I sure as hell used to be and I can't show my new self around old people.
A couple weeks ago I was in a psychiatric unit for depression. It was terrifying at first, but then I actually started making friends. I felt the best I've ever been in my entire life and I thought maybe I was worth something. And then it all disappeared. You're not allowed to keep in touch with people from the unit after you're discharged. So I was at the top, but then I fell even farther than i ever did. I've been on antidepressants since then, but they don't understand. Pumping drugs into me isn't going to make me happy. I need to be around people that need me. Why am I not allowed to have friends.
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