Alright. So my parents say I have too much free time on my hands and want to cut down on it thinking its the root of all my problems. While I will agree with some of the problems I've come across, I will say it is not the root of all of my problems. They suggest items like "skim the pool" and "sweep the grass", neither of which takes up enough time because I know they'll still say "you have too much free time".
They also suggest "get a job".
I'm 13 (turning 14 this December), and I don't know a single job that'll hire 13 year olds other than maybe Six Flags that'll help me get payed. Even if, I'm probably going to get fired for "not being productive enough" because I'm addicted to the computer. There isn't much else for me to do (other than helping out around the house every now and then and being on the computer) since my parents will have to drive me places to be with friends and I really don't have many in close range (and my mom even doesn't want to see one of them), and it's hot as hell out even in the middle of august so I really can't play outside for more than 10 or 20 minutes without sweating to death.
Schools coming in about a month and I'm legitimately scared for my life since my mom told me "If you get under a B on a quiz or a test, you're getting punished" and I'm not the most productive guy in the world, and since I got punished more in the past 6 months than I usually get punished, I'm probably going to be disowned by them by the time June rolls around and with the election showing that Clinton is winning only compounds the stress on me now.
My mom also is trying to become more "tech-savvy" so she can spy on more of my shit than she already can (as in she knows my phone and laptop passwords) and delete stuff that she doesn't like (ie. 90+% of the stuff I have on my computer) and I'm considering changing both the passwords of my laptop and phone and never tell her.
It's supposed to be summer vacation but I'm feeling more stress and paranoia (I'm legitimately starting to not trust the people that brought me into this world) than 7th grade ever brought and I'm legitimately considering suicide from the pressure that's set on me at 13 that I can't reach. There's no reason why this should be happening to me.
They also suggest "get a job".
I'm 13 (turning 14 this December), and I don't know a single job that'll hire 13 year olds other than maybe Six Flags that'll help me get payed. Even if, I'm probably going to get fired for "not being productive enough" because I'm addicted to the computer. There isn't much else for me to do (other than helping out around the house every now and then and being on the computer) since my parents will have to drive me places to be with friends and I really don't have many in close range (and my mom even doesn't want to see one of them), and it's hot as hell out even in the middle of august so I really can't play outside for more than 10 or 20 minutes without sweating to death.
Schools coming in about a month and I'm legitimately scared for my life since my mom told me "If you get under a B on a quiz or a test, you're getting punished" and I'm not the most productive guy in the world, and since I got punished more in the past 6 months than I usually get punished, I'm probably going to be disowned by them by the time June rolls around and with the election showing that Clinton is winning only compounds the stress on me now.
My mom also is trying to become more "tech-savvy" so she can spy on more of my shit than she already can (as in she knows my phone and laptop passwords) and delete stuff that she doesn't like (ie. 90+% of the stuff I have on my computer) and I'm considering changing both the passwords of my laptop and phone and never tell her.
It's supposed to be summer vacation but I'm feeling more stress and paranoia (I'm legitimately starting to not trust the people that brought me into this world) than 7th grade ever brought and I'm legitimately considering suicide from the pressure that's set on me at 13 that I can't reach. There's no reason why this should be happening to me.
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