Family problems
I cant deal with my parent arguing because it breaks my heart.I cant deal with this pain anymore because everytime me and my sisters have a father and daughter day my mom wants to know everything.About two years ago my mom thought that he was armed with weapons and was going to hurt us.My family members said that she was paranoid.I was really heartbroken when she was taken into a mental hostipal.I wasn't able to see her for about a year.That when my grades started to flunk.Even today they constanly fight and he sometimes screams at me and my sisters.My mom said that he was like this before I was even born.I always go to school and pretend everything is okay but its not.I just write down all of my thoughts into a journal because it lets me express my feelings.I dont know what to do?! Its going to get worse because he always gets drunk and says some crazy things.This just all brings my mood down and now I feel like I am depressed.I dont know how I could help there relationship or myself.My mom says that he's cheating on her just because he's always working.(I dont believe it).I feel like my family is ripping apart and I cant do anything about it.I had also have been having thoughts of harming.But I never do harm.It just comes to mind when i get really stressed out and depressed.There are good days and bad days too. I need advice
I cant deal with my parent arguing because it breaks my heart.I cant deal with this pain anymore because everytime me and my sisters have a father and daughter day my mom wants to know everything.About two years ago my mom thought that he was armed with weapons and was going to hurt us.My family members said that she was paranoid.I was really heartbroken when she was taken into a mental hostipal.I wasn't able to see her for about a year.That when my grades started to flunk.Even today they constanly fight and he sometimes screams at me and my sisters.My mom said that he was like this before I was even born.I always go to school and pretend everything is okay but its not.I just write down all of my thoughts into a journal because it lets me express my feelings.I dont know what to do?! Its going to get worse because he always gets drunk and says some crazy things.This just all brings my mood down and now I feel like I am depressed.I dont know how I could help there relationship or myself.My mom says that he's cheating on her just because he's always working.(I dont believe it).I feel like my family is ripping apart and I cant do anything about it.I had also have been having thoughts of harming.But I never do harm.It just comes to mind when i get really stressed out and depressed.There are good days and bad days too. I need advice
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