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I'm a transguy, an FtM, and a lot of straight and bisexual girls like penis. So I want one, or at least the bulge to make me look like a biological guy, and because some girls find the bulge sexy. So I got a packer. It was pretty realistic looking, as far as I know. But I need another one cuz it's ripping and wearing. But while I look for the most realistic, I'm thinking of how well the veins show through the foreskin, exactly how soft a flaccid penis is, average length and girth, how it hangs, etc. So I've been looking online for pictures of penises, how the foreskin moves, how the testes hang with legs closed, and stuff like that. I'm against myself watching porn, and with some of this penis educating, I feel like I'm doing something naughty, but I need to learn what I need to know! Should I just refrain from porn sites? Is there a definite line dividing them? Should I just not look it up? Am I being naughty? I don't feel like its wrong until I see a guy enjoying the moment, rather than doing it solely for educational purposes.
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You have asked a very important question. It sounds like you are trying to understand yourself and your gender. If you would like to learn more about F.T.M (female-to-male transgender), then go to educational websites so you do not have to feel "naughty," like you mentioned. There is nothing naughty or wrong with trying to educate your self on what is happening to your body or what you wish it to look like. Just remember that every person whether transgender or not have unique physical attributes and do not look identical to someone else. A resourceful website is http://www.glbtnationalhelpcenter.org/hotline - this is the Gay and Lesbian National Hotline which also has a number at (888) 843-4564. Hitops is another great resource that you can explore and find support, the website is www.hitops.org. If you ever need to talk at anytime call 2NDFLOOR @ 888-222-2228. I hope that helped you!
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