I'm a Freshman in high school, and the year is coming close to an end. I still have a ton to do, and my grades just slipped through my fingers. Every night I spend working on backlogged work, I forget about other stuff, and my grades keep dropping. I feel so alone, because I was a push student in middle school, so I'm in honors classes, two grades ahead of anyone that I would ask to help me. And everyone that says they can help falls out on me for some stupid reason...
My mom keeps yelling at me about it, and that's not helping at all... I'm failing two classes and I just feel like I can't fix myself... I feel like the more my mom takes stuff away from me, the less motivation I have, and the more I just want to push all of my work aside. I think a falling out a couple years ago, along with a couple of other things triggered my lack of motivation, but I don't know how to tell her that without her yelling at me and telling me that I should just do it...
I'm ready to just give up, but I'm too afraid to.
My mom keeps yelling at me about it, and that's not helping at all... I'm failing two classes and I just feel like I can't fix myself... I feel like the more my mom takes stuff away from me, the less motivation I have, and the more I just want to push all of my work aside. I think a falling out a couple years ago, along with a couple of other things triggered my lack of motivation, but I don't know how to tell her that without her yelling at me and telling me that I should just do it...
I'm ready to just give up, but I'm too afraid to.
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