My friend and I were bullied since we were in 5th grade. Now we're in 9th and a couple days ago he committed suicide in front of me by hanging himself. I have not eaten I cant sleep. I keep on thinking that I could have saved him, that I could have stopped him. He had a girlfriend, a nice mom and dad, we made a pact that we would get through it together, we would put on brave masks that smile all the time and, He had a video and I watched it he looked... broken like his mask was torn from his face. I just keep thinking that I could have helped him. I want to be we,re he is, but I cant I still have to help his family and his girlfriend (who is one of my best friends and I introduced him to her thinking it would help). I just don't know what to do, or to think I want to move on, but how can I if every single time I close my eyes I see his face, the rope around his neck, the video, and the feeling of his life leaving his body.
PLEASE HELP ME, GIVE ADVICE, OR SOMETHING. something that will tell me it will be better that the his voice telling me it wasn't me fault will stop running through my head like a endless loop. just something.
PLEASE HELP ME, GIVE ADVICE, OR SOMETHING. something that will tell me it will be better that the his voice telling me it wasn't me fault will stop running through my head like a endless loop. just something.
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