i am going to be in 9th grade next year. Well actually, im gonna bullet down whats going on, please answer all piece of it:
* I am stupid, I was close to making it in the honor english, but not anymore
*my average grades are 80, but not high 90s
* I feel stupid because I feellike I over think every question and I have ocd when it comes to thinking about a question for any subject... I keep second guessing... tests are always worded differntly... and i go blank... teachers dont teach
* my mom has anxiety, but she doesn't wanna fix it, she pulls her anger and insecurity on us, like she doesnt want me to be close to family members that she doesn't like
* no were not close, shes old fashioned and doesn't think that
*she thinks that im saying that because im a teenager and brain washed, and im not, these things kill me
*they won't take me seriously, they think my problems are stupid and im sensetive
* they think feelings and mental illness are light switches
* I hate being a teenager because of puberty and feelings and stereotypes and stigmas
*I feel labeled, my problems have been going on for 4 yrs, this proves im not really having pms or teenage ish problems
*I have obsessivecompulsive thinking, I go back to the horrible past to when I was bullied in 4th grade like the second I moved here, up to this day, my parents are clueless, now my days are ruined by these memories because it is easy to trigger these thoughts by everything around me
* I was misunderstood, underestimated,
power less, lost nmy voice, broken, and remember ing how i felt back then makes me upset
*I am friendless and no one in the school gets me, and im overly mature that none of the people in school has thst common sense.. I was in clubs, and it didnt help, I just csnt find right people
* I hate being called quiet, I am like phobic since what happened in 4th grade
* I dont see a point in living, I wanna die and I over think this: what the heck is life? What happens wjen we die?
* u might say i have depression, but no im not telling my parents, cuz I accepted the fact that I am miserable, I fotgot what loving lfe actually is, no one needs me. And I wont harm myself anyways. So im stuck.
* oh and I think im gonna fail because next yr grades are going to be in the transcript
* I am stupid, I was close to making it in the honor english, but not anymore
*my average grades are 80, but not high 90s
* I feel stupid because I feellike I over think every question and I have ocd when it comes to thinking about a question for any subject... I keep second guessing... tests are always worded differntly... and i go blank... teachers dont teach
* my mom has anxiety, but she doesn't wanna fix it, she pulls her anger and insecurity on us, like she doesnt want me to be close to family members that she doesn't like
* no were not close, shes old fashioned and doesn't think that
*she thinks that im saying that because im a teenager and brain washed, and im not, these things kill me
*they won't take me seriously, they think my problems are stupid and im sensetive
* they think feelings and mental illness are light switches
* I hate being a teenager because of puberty and feelings and stereotypes and stigmas
*I feel labeled, my problems have been going on for 4 yrs, this proves im not really having pms or teenage ish problems
*I have obsessivecompulsive thinking, I go back to the horrible past to when I was bullied in 4th grade like the second I moved here, up to this day, my parents are clueless, now my days are ruined by these memories because it is easy to trigger these thoughts by everything around me
* I was misunderstood, underestimated,
power less, lost nmy voice, broken, and remember ing how i felt back then makes me upset
*I am friendless and no one in the school gets me, and im overly mature that none of the people in school has thst common sense.. I was in clubs, and it didnt help, I just csnt find right people
* I hate being called quiet, I am like phobic since what happened in 4th grade
* I dont see a point in living, I wanna die and I over think this: what the heck is life? What happens wjen we die?
* u might say i have depression, but no im not telling my parents, cuz I accepted the fact that I am miserable, I fotgot what loving lfe actually is, no one needs me. And I wont harm myself anyways. So im stuck.
* oh and I think im gonna fail because next yr grades are going to be in the transcript
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