I had my first panic attack so...
I was recently in a mental hospital. I was okay I don't understand why they kept me there for a long time. I tried to stay away from the other patients and keep to myself in order to be okay.
I was not depressed and I did not believe that I had any mental problems. I felt that I could not trust anyone, especially the people that worked there. I felt that the staff were conspiring to keep me and the other patients there longer to make money. That is what I really thought.
Today, I admit that I was probably thinking irrationally but I believe that I was in my right mind and that I was right to behave the way that I did at the hospital at that time. I think I was smart in avoiding the other patients and staff that seemed bothersome.
What do you think it means? I don't come from a close family so I received negative energy from them which led me to the attack. I left my house and ran through the neighborhood to find a hospital so I can get help and someone to talk to.
What do you think the panic attack meant, I never had one before?
I was recently in a mental hospital. I was okay I don't understand why they kept me there for a long time. I tried to stay away from the other patients and keep to myself in order to be okay.
I was not depressed and I did not believe that I had any mental problems. I felt that I could not trust anyone, especially the people that worked there. I felt that the staff were conspiring to keep me and the other patients there longer to make money. That is what I really thought.
Today, I admit that I was probably thinking irrationally but I believe that I was in my right mind and that I was right to behave the way that I did at the hospital at that time. I think I was smart in avoiding the other patients and staff that seemed bothersome.
What do you think it means? I don't come from a close family so I received negative energy from them which led me to the attack. I left my house and ran through the neighborhood to find a hospital so I can get help and someone to talk to.
What do you think the panic attack meant, I never had one before?
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