I spend a great deal of my time roleplaying online. I co-run a big group, actually. I've been doing this for more than half my life, but this level is a lot more intense.
It's the only way I could socialize frequently because I don't get to see my friends often and I don't have my phone.
But in the roleplays, there is so much drama. It's fun and I have friends. My characters have feelings and love people But they're getting hurt, so I'm getting hurt.
Last time I quit roleplaying I didn't have anyone to go to and ended up attempting suicide. (not because I wasn't roleplaying, but it truly would have prevented it).
I have all these fucking problems that aren't real and I can't bare to get rid of them.
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It's the only way I could socialize frequently because I don't get to see my friends often and I don't have my phone.
But in the roleplays, there is so much drama. It's fun and I have friends. My characters have feelings and love people But they're getting hurt, so I'm getting hurt.
Last time I quit roleplaying I didn't have anyone to go to and ended up attempting suicide. (not because I wasn't roleplaying, but it truly would have prevented it).
I have all these fucking problems that aren't real and I can't bare to get rid of them.
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