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There's this awful hopelessness I feel abt my future and incredible envy towards others who have reached success that I think I excel at as well.
1. Musically, have you heard of this social med.? I am really jealous of the people who made to spotlight and even showed up to the teen choice award for posting vids that i can do really good at, just dont have a good following to rise me to that top.
2. VIdeos: I see ppl who have posted vids (Asmr, singing, etc) with gazillion views that lets them enter fame. I dont wanna be concieted and I assure u Im not... I think I have better qualities and content yet when i tried posting, i didnt recieve any recognition. Like these ppl didnt do anything differently than me, why do they have a shot at succeeding publicly??
I need recognition from the public, especially the media, but I just feel intimidated that someone with less better content can reach to yhe top while I go nowhere... and i think Im deserving. If I ever start to make moneyand earn the spotlight, I will be the biggest philanthropist outthere and actuallygive 70% to those in need.
but I feel like I will go nowhere.
1. Musically, have you heard of this social med.? I am really jealous of the people who made to spotlight and even showed up to the teen choice award for posting vids that i can do really good at, just dont have a good following to rise me to that top.
2. VIdeos: I see ppl who have posted vids (Asmr, singing, etc) with gazillion views that lets them enter fame. I dont wanna be concieted and I assure u Im not... I think I have better qualities and content yet when i tried posting, i didnt recieve any recognition. Like these ppl didnt do anything differently than me, why do they have a shot at succeeding publicly??
I need recognition from the public, especially the media, but I just feel intimidated that someone with less better content can reach to yhe top while I go nowhere... and i think Im deserving. If I ever start to make moneyand earn the spotlight, I will be the biggest philanthropist outthere and actuallygive 70% to those in need.
but I feel like I will go nowhere.
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