I really want to be happy but I just can't and I don't know why I feel this way but I just have all my life and some days are better than others and sometimes it lasts for long periods then I'm fine but lately I've been so depressed every night. I have suicidal thought and I know I won't actually have the guts to ever do that, but I just don't want to be here anymore. I don't know how to deal with the pain and I try to be happy and let it all go but my problems always build up and come back. I just don't know how to handle any of this on my own and i don't want to put any of this on my friends because I know they care and that would be selfish to put all my
burdens on them. How I can I stop the pain
burdens on them. How I can I stop the pain
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