Hi! I am really better at listing what bothers me, so here we go:
- There is this thing were I obsess over details and events that I feel if I forget, I will lose an idea that may lead me to success (It honestly made me to break a jar cuz thats how frustrating it is)
- I know suicide is not an option and i wouldnt even dare, just putting that out there. I watched a show were a person was going to commit suicide and at that moment he realized how much he was loved and it sorta made me wanna cry because it makes me want to die (not in a suicidal way) because then ppl will see my worth when its gone missing .... UGH that was hard to word, I hope you understood that bullet
- My life is so pointless
- I hate myself, my life and everone and everything. I cant love myself, I tried, but I cant. I feel the need to get everyone's approval so I could feel loved.
- There is this thing were I obsess over details and events that I feel if I forget, I will lose an idea that may lead me to success (It honestly made me to break a jar cuz thats how frustrating it is)
- I know suicide is not an option and i wouldnt even dare, just putting that out there. I watched a show were a person was going to commit suicide and at that moment he realized how much he was loved and it sorta made me wanna cry because it makes me want to die (not in a suicidal way) because then ppl will see my worth when its gone missing .... UGH that was hard to word, I hope you understood that bullet
- My life is so pointless
- I hate myself, my life and everone and everything. I cant love myself, I tried, but I cant. I feel the need to get everyone's approval so I could feel loved.
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