I've NEVER told anyone this, mostly because I've tried to block it out, but I've been thinking about it a lot recently and just needed to let it out.
So my uncle (he's not my real uncle, just a close family-friend) and his son used to touched me. It started when I was about 7, he was maybe 14 or 15, and he used to kiss me and feel me when we were alone. He used to masturbate in front of me (I didn't realize what that was when I was younger, but now I do) and I remember once he asked me to have sex with him (I also didn't know what that meant at the time) but I said no because I felt that it was something bad.
My mom was in the hospital for a while so my brother and I stayed at their house for a little. During the nights my uncle would come into the bed and put his hand down my pants to touch me. I didn't know what to do at those times so I would pretend that I was sleeping. I do remember once that I was watching tv with my brother on the bed and he came in and started touching me while my brother was sitting next to me but I don't think my brother saw/realized what was going on. Also he would tell me to sit on his lap when we were watching tv or sitting on the couch. I don't remember when that stopped, but about a year later, we rented abbeach house with their family and one night the 15 year old pushed me against the bed and started kissing me and then told me to show him my underwear. I refused and then he slapped me on the face and pulled them down a little and then stopped. It's been almost 6 years since that's happened and nothing has happened after that, but my family is still close with them and we go to their house sometimes to swim in their pool and I feel like something bad will happen soon. I can't and won't tell anyone else about this but I just needed to get it out.
So my uncle (he's not my real uncle, just a close family-friend) and his son used to touched me. It started when I was about 7, he was maybe 14 or 15, and he used to kiss me and feel me when we were alone. He used to masturbate in front of me (I didn't realize what that was when I was younger, but now I do) and I remember once he asked me to have sex with him (I also didn't know what that meant at the time) but I said no because I felt that it was something bad.
My mom was in the hospital for a while so my brother and I stayed at their house for a little. During the nights my uncle would come into the bed and put his hand down my pants to touch me. I didn't know what to do at those times so I would pretend that I was sleeping. I do remember once that I was watching tv with my brother on the bed and he came in and started touching me while my brother was sitting next to me but I don't think my brother saw/realized what was going on. Also he would tell me to sit on his lap when we were watching tv or sitting on the couch. I don't remember when that stopped, but about a year later, we rented abbeach house with their family and one night the 15 year old pushed me against the bed and started kissing me and then told me to show him my underwear. I refused and then he slapped me on the face and pulled them down a little and then stopped. It's been almost 6 years since that's happened and nothing has happened after that, but my family is still close with them and we go to their house sometimes to swim in their pool and I feel like something bad will happen soon. I can't and won't tell anyone else about this but I just needed to get it out.
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