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This is getting a little weird
dear 2ndFloor,
I hated My English teacher in the beginning of the year. maybe hate is to harsh of a word but she annoyed me with everything. everything she said or did made me want to pull my hair out. but then she grew on me I guess. she always complimented me because of my writing and of how many books I read. but then one night I had this dream. I was staying after school to finish this test she wanted me to finish. well, I went to her desk, which was in the corner of the room, and asked her questions because the test didn't make sense to me. she stood up and held my shoulders and looked at me and said "everything is going to be okay" and I was like what? and she kissed me and I kissed back. note, that im a girl and shes married and has two kids. so we kept kissing when I pushed her away and said "stop, this isn't right" and turned to see my other teacher standing there in shock. this is all I remember.
but when I see my English teacher after that dream, my feelings didn't change towards her. I didn't want a relationship with her. she was still just my English teacher.
I have nothing against gays, lesbians, or bisexuals, I support their rights, but I know that im not into the same sex.
what does this dream mean? is it trying to tell me something? I don't feel any sort of way towards her; it was just a dream. Is this normal? i mean shes like 33 and im 14. that's a pretty big age gap, so why did this dream happen? does my body want me to 'try new things'?
thankyou for your time.
I hated My English teacher in the beginning of the year. maybe hate is to harsh of a word but she annoyed me with everything. everything she said or did made me want to pull my hair out. but then she grew on me I guess. she always complimented me because of my writing and of how many books I read. but then one night I had this dream. I was staying after school to finish this test she wanted me to finish. well, I went to her desk, which was in the corner of the room, and asked her questions because the test didn't make sense to me. she stood up and held my shoulders and looked at me and said "everything is going to be okay" and I was like what? and she kissed me and I kissed back. note, that im a girl and shes married and has two kids. so we kept kissing when I pushed her away and said "stop, this isn't right" and turned to see my other teacher standing there in shock. this is all I remember.
but when I see my English teacher after that dream, my feelings didn't change towards her. I didn't want a relationship with her. she was still just my English teacher.
I have nothing against gays, lesbians, or bisexuals, I support their rights, but I know that im not into the same sex.
what does this dream mean? is it trying to tell me something? I don't feel any sort of way towards her; it was just a dream. Is this normal? i mean shes like 33 and im 14. that's a pretty big age gap, so why did this dream happen? does my body want me to 'try new things'?
thankyou for your time.
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