In social situations I can end up acting incredibly awkward. If I ever meet someone in a certain setting where there is something to talk about I am fine. If I was to meet some random person in class or on the street I kind of just blank and do not say anything besides to respond. When I was younger I was just called shy, but now that I am older I kind of feel like a freak. Many times I will deliberately avoid people so I don't have to talk to them. Thinking about socializing with people my age can make me so anxious sometimes I feel sick all day.
But what I don't understand is that it is not all the time. I can go away on a trip for school and meet a lot of people and make a bunch of new friends but there was always something to talk to them about so it was easy. And also it is not stage freight, I feel perfectly fine in front of huge groups of people because it is just me talking and I don't have to hold a conversation.
Why do I feel so anxious in common social situations?
But what I don't understand is that it is not all the time. I can go away on a trip for school and meet a lot of people and make a bunch of new friends but there was always something to talk to them about so it was easy. And also it is not stage freight, I feel perfectly fine in front of huge groups of people because it is just me talking and I don't have to hold a conversation.
Why do I feel so anxious in common social situations?
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