Relapse

[Unregistered]

So tonight my mom found out about my relapse on self harm. I was clean for 5 months.
I talked it through with her and told her I would never do it again. The only reason I did it was because I was bored... And I wanted to have the 'last laugh' Really.

I do not want to see a therapist and I told her that.

How do I re-gain her trust?!

[2NDFLOOR]

It is good that you were able to talk this through with your mom. Perhaps at some point, you can consider seeing a therapist. It may be really helpful to talk it through with a professional and sort all of this out. As far as regaining your mom's trust, maybe you can just give it some time. Let your mom process all of this. You may even want to start a conversation with her and ask "I feel like I lost your trust and I would like to get it back. How can I do that?" Maybe she can provide you with an answer. Please call 2NDFLOOR anytime at 888-222-2228 for more help!