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breaking point of me and my moms relationship
my mom and i have recently started fighting a lot. she took away my phone, i cant hang out with friends or do anything. it is mostly verbal but a couple of days ago it got physical and i have never seen her hit me before. i didnt know what to do so in my defense, i slapped her back. then, it was back and forth hitting that got harder and harder.She left a big bruise on my right arm. i Felt so bad that i tried apologizing many times but she keeps yelling at me and ignoring the apology. I have been crying this whole entire week. today after school she screamed at me and then i told her that i would kill myself. he then mortifyingly replied "good". I have never felt so weak, alone and broken down. She then told me to get out of her house and she kicked me out. I attempted to run away but i had nowhere to go i wondered the streets for a couple hours until i got so hungry that i snuck back into my home and brought ice cream back up to my room and cried. i Just cant take this anymore.I might actually kill myself. I tried talking to my friends for help but they just think im crazy. Im sobbing right now as I am typing. im done goodbye to everything. I just wanted to be loved by my mother again.
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