Today is my moms surgery and im really worried about whats gonna happen after I dont know if she has to take chemo or radiation and shes not gonna be able to do much and I dont like to see people weak especially not her and in a house of one bother and two other sisters im the only one who needs to learn to drive im in the 11th grade and my brother is a grown man but he doesnt know how to drive and everyone depends on me like im the second oldest adult next to my mom...I feel like I cant do a thing right the things ive done in my life I hate myself for
I cut myself and sometimes hit my head with my hands only because I dont wanna get in trouble for holes in the wall and I force regurgitate and wish I would die the worst death but... my family.
Its so hard living each day hating yourself and you want to die but you cant go.
I cut myself and sometimes hit my head with my hands only because I dont wanna get in trouble for holes in the wall and I force regurgitate and wish I would die the worst death but... my family.
Its so hard living each day hating yourself and you want to die but you cant go.
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