I'm emotionally abusive.

[sasha]

So i recently found out that I was emotionally abusive to my boyfriend and i have really bad tendencies to be destructive. I've tried to ask my parents to take me to therapy sessions but for the time being, I can't. I've messed him up more than anything for 8 months and I can't stand knowing what a monster I've become.
I'd really like some help from someone so I can finally end this behavior.

[2NDFLOOR]

It is good that you have recognized your emotionally abusive behavior. Recognizing is the first step to change the behavior!! Here is the number to NJ Mental Health Cares at (866) 202-4357 & website @ www.njmentalhealthcares.org, they can give you local mental health providers information. In addition here is some information about what a healthy and unhealthy relationships is and how you can identify behavior so it can change. Its called Love is Respect, (866) 331-9474 or go to the link @ www.loveisrespect.org, you can also text them by texting: "loveis" to 22522. I hope you get the counseling you want and need. If you would like to discuss this issue any further or anything else please don't hesitate to call 2NDFLOOR at 888-222-2228 or text daily between 4-8 PM.