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So there's this guy I met in October. I was hanging around a mutual friend and he started talking to me. A few days later we were at a dance together and at the end he came up to me randomly asking where he should hang out after. I invited him to hangout with me and my friends because I knew one of my friends was crushing on him and I wanted to help her out. As the night went on i thought "wait he's actually cute" but I made myself forget about it since my friend liked him. He then texted me out of nowhere that night saying he got my number. He then proceeded to ask for a picture we took after the dance (keep in mind, I barely know this kid!!) He then posted the picture on instagram and the next day I friended him on snapchat and he started snapchatting me, including a shirtless ab picture! As the next week went on me and him started talking a little more and more and I realized I was starting to like him. I told my friend who liked him and she said she was over him and it didn't bother her. Eventually, me and him became very close and I had a huge crush on him. I was planning on telling him but someone else came in the picture and I got over Him. After things ended with guy number 2, I started thinking about liking guy number one again. I knew a dance was coming up that we would both be at and I was hoping somwthing would happen there with us. My wishes came true because that night me and guy number one, also my best friend, ended up having a heated makeout sesh on the dance floor. During this, I told him I had wanted this for a long time and he told me he felt the same. I totally caught feelings again and was so happy this happened between us, even if it was just a one time thing. Later that night, he texted me to make sure I knew he didn't like me and that he didn't give me the wrong impression. I agreed and knew it was a one time thing even though I still kinda had feelings. After that night, things were a bit awkward the first day back but things were back to normal and our friendship continued as normal. The week after that, I felt him becoming distant and that bothered me but I just left it alone. Now things are normal between us and our friendship is back. However I still think about him all the time. I get jealous when i see him giving attention to other girls and liking their selfies on Instagram and silly things like that. I always catch myself starting at him and I know deep down I still have feelings for him. I also think he might think I still like him. But he made it clear he wasn't looking for a relationship with me. Now I don't know what to do. How do I get over him without losing by best friend?? 
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