So, let's start off with, I like this guy. He's in every one of my academic classes, and I'm in a few groups with him. According to classmates, mutual friends, even people who don't know him, he likes me! At first, I was super excited. I realized he's super awkward and that it'll take him a little to ask me out (if he really does like me). Then, one night my mom was having like a "be a good kid" talk, and she put drugs and dating in the same 'bad' category. So, now, I'm scared. If he does ask me out, I'll have to say no, even though I don't want to! All my friends are like "Just date him and don't tell your parents!" I've always been a good kid and I wouldn't feel right doing it.
Next, the shipping. If you don't know what shipping is, it's when two people, dating or not dating, are wished as a couple. (Ex. Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie. Ship name: Brangelina.) So, we both have this mutual friend, who is more obsessed with this then we are! The other day in class, we had a substitute, and she asked "Who's (guy I like)?" and our friend practically screamed "(my name)'s BAE!" If I stand up to go get a paper, and he gets up too, there's our friend going "OH THE CONNECTION! #(our ship name)!" My teachers (who tend to not care what we do in class, they know we get our work done) have started to catch on to this. I was walking out of class with him, and my Language Arts teacher says to me "(my name), your welcome for me sitting you next to your boyfriend in our Literary Circles." I was about to die.
Lastly, my friends CONSTANTLY give me different opinions. One says, "He's going to ask you out soon, be ready!" Another, "He so likes you, but you could do better." (This one I tend not to believe, due to low self-esteem.) I don't know who to believe!
This has been messing up my schoolwork. I'm normally a straight 'A' student, but I just got a B- on three things! Normally, having a 'B' in Math would be good, but not for me! Plus, I can't seperate myself from these people because I'm in our district's Accelerated group, and so are these people.
Next, the shipping. If you don't know what shipping is, it's when two people, dating or not dating, are wished as a couple. (Ex. Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie. Ship name: Brangelina.) So, we both have this mutual friend, who is more obsessed with this then we are! The other day in class, we had a substitute, and she asked "Who's (guy I like)?" and our friend practically screamed "(my name)'s BAE!" If I stand up to go get a paper, and he gets up too, there's our friend going "OH THE CONNECTION! #(our ship name)!" My teachers (who tend to not care what we do in class, they know we get our work done) have started to catch on to this. I was walking out of class with him, and my Language Arts teacher says to me "(my name), your welcome for me sitting you next to your boyfriend in our Literary Circles." I was about to die.
Lastly, my friends CONSTANTLY give me different opinions. One says, "He's going to ask you out soon, be ready!" Another, "He so likes you, but you could do better." (This one I tend not to believe, due to low self-esteem.) I don't know who to believe!
This has been messing up my schoolwork. I'm normally a straight 'A' student, but I just got a B- on three things! Normally, having a 'B' in Math would be good, but not for me! Plus, I can't seperate myself from these people because I'm in our district's Accelerated group, and so are these people.
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