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confusion
okay, this might be a little long winded, but oh well.
I am an 8th grade girl
so I have this history teacher that I didn't like in the beginning of the year. I rolled my eyes every time she said something. But than at around November I had a meltdown after her class because I found out my uncle was in a coma and had really bad health issues. anyway, she asked me what was wrong when she saw my face and she looked really concerned. I lost it. I started crying and telling her what happened. she than sat me down and told me about her personal issues (I will not go into detail) and it made me feel better. she hugged me after. since than I had a sort of affection towards her. but not a like a love affection. like a motherly affection. I really love her as if shes my mother. we always joke around with each other and she talks to me a teacher doesn't usually talk to a student. like we've known each other for years kinda way. we even have inside jokes! It makes me feel weird because I read online that this happens to kids who don't have a mother like person in their life and wants to fill that need. but the problem is that I have a perfectly happy relationship with my mother. I love her to death. so the point of this long paragraph is, is this normal? Is it weird for me to feel this way? and does it seem like the feeling is mutual between us? im so paranoid that she'll somehow see this. thanks.
I am an 8th grade girl
so I have this history teacher that I didn't like in the beginning of the year. I rolled my eyes every time she said something. But than at around November I had a meltdown after her class because I found out my uncle was in a coma and had really bad health issues. anyway, she asked me what was wrong when she saw my face and she looked really concerned. I lost it. I started crying and telling her what happened. she than sat me down and told me about her personal issues (I will not go into detail) and it made me feel better. she hugged me after. since than I had a sort of affection towards her. but not a like a love affection. like a motherly affection. I really love her as if shes my mother. we always joke around with each other and she talks to me a teacher doesn't usually talk to a student. like we've known each other for years kinda way. we even have inside jokes! It makes me feel weird because I read online that this happens to kids who don't have a mother like person in their life and wants to fill that need. but the problem is that I have a perfectly happy relationship with my mother. I love her to death. so the point of this long paragraph is, is this normal? Is it weird for me to feel this way? and does it seem like the feeling is mutual between us? im so paranoid that she'll somehow see this. thanks.
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