everything upsets me. yea i have my own personal problems that i can go on and on about. but reading stuff like the things people write on here and other places on the internet, seeing everyone so down about life, it makes me so mad. especially knowing there’s nothing i could do about it. the stupid country we live in where money is top priority, they’d rather see people starving, homeless, emotionally/physically/financially tired than to lose a few bucks. there’s no actually safe place. and whenever i speak my mind in “being negative”. maybe i’m just fed up; not everyone can be strong and push through. oh and school, it’s not for everyone. i shouldn’t have to “pick” between my happiness or school every morning. pick is in quotations because nobody can actually choose.. go to school or you can’t be successful. finish school or you’ll struggle for the rest of your life. man who cares. once i realized people care more about what my career would be and how many kids i have and how much my salary is etc it made me realize i can’t be happy. not here. but idk what to do. all i really wanna do is relax and be happy. but it’s impossible. i m p o s s i b l e. and everyone tells me the same thing. “finish school and get a good job so you can support yourself later” but at this rate there won’t be a later. there’s no point
and do not get me started on how nobody can even get along long enough for change to actually happen. there’s always those sick people who are so closed minded and set in their evil ways they don’t see anything wrong with the world. all the racism, homophobia, bigotry, sexism, classism, and overall carelessness people have for others it’s disgusting. but again, i can’t do anything about it but keep to myself. i know there’s no right answer for anything i spoke about; i don’t even know why i’m writing here, there’s no actual advice i’m looking for, just wanted to speak my mind i guess.
and do not get me started on how nobody can even get along long enough for change to actually happen. there’s always those sick people who are so closed minded and set in their evil ways they don’t see anything wrong with the world. all the racism, homophobia, bigotry, sexism, classism, and overall carelessness people have for others it’s disgusting. but again, i can’t do anything about it but keep to myself. i know there’s no right answer for anything i spoke about; i don’t even know why i’m writing here, there’s no actual advice i’m looking for, just wanted to speak my mind i guess.
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