I have major depressive disorder. I spend my days cleaning, cooking ,and watching my baby brother 24/7. I have no time to myself. I go to school and I have good grades mainly because I stay up all night working on all my assignments. I got sent to a hospital in march for cutting and writing a note. anyhow I am thinking about the hospital and what it was like when i was in there and how they put me in a paper gown. I keep thinking about it. I know I shouldn't but I am. I think about what it would be like if I went back. My mom is making me feel like I'm not doing anything I'm supposed to. Like I'm a bad kid when i do everything possible in this household except pay bills. Honestly I feel like cinderella before she became a princess. I'm starting to cry myself to sleep again because its the only time I'm able to be by myself without my mom handing me the baby because she wants to go smoke. I tell people I'm fine because everyone has problems so I keep it in but now I have to say something
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I am sorry you are going through this now but glad you reached out. Is there anyone at home that you can speak to? It sounds like you are doing too much and that can be a reason why you are feeling this way. If you can't speak to your mom maybe another trusted adult, like a relative? You shouldn't have to take care of a baby and be expected to do everything. Please contact 2ndfloor to discuss further. You can text or call, our number is 888-222-2228.
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