So I feel like I'm drowning.
Basically, my parents aren't happy with me, my school is concerned about me, and I ****ing hate myself.
For starters I got my laptop got taken away on the 7th. This was fine for the time being, as she said I'd get it back in 2 weeks with no bad emails from my teachers. It's been 11 days and she says she'll only give it to me if I do my missed work.
The school says they care about me, but I just feel they want me to do my work and nothing else.
And myself.
I'm such a ****ing disgrace to the earth. I do shit and I regret it later. Heck, I eventually regret everything later. I sometimes think my parents should have aborted me while they could. I feel helpless in this world, and when everyone says, "Stay calm," it doesn't work.
I've attempted suicide twice in the last 2 weeks and I feel I'm going to end it soon.
And I need help.
Basically, my parents aren't happy with me, my school is concerned about me, and I ****ing hate myself.
For starters I got my laptop got taken away on the 7th. This was fine for the time being, as she said I'd get it back in 2 weeks with no bad emails from my teachers. It's been 11 days and she says she'll only give it to me if I do my missed work.
The school says they care about me, but I just feel they want me to do my work and nothing else.
And myself.
I'm such a ****ing disgrace to the earth. I do shit and I regret it later. Heck, I eventually regret everything later. I sometimes think my parents should have aborted me while they could. I feel helpless in this world, and when everyone says, "Stay calm," it doesn't work.
I've attempted suicide twice in the last 2 weeks and I feel I'm going to end it soon.
And I need help.
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