I actually don’t know if my friend is angry at me but I feels she is. I’m not so sure though because I have a history of making mistakes in this department due to my anxiety and problems with paranoia.
Recently she’s become very distant and started ignoring me. I tried to ask her if I did anything wrong and she said no so I let it be. But today she walked right past me in our usual meet up spot so we can walk to the bus together. I managed to catch up with her and asked why she didn’t come up to me and she said she didn’t have to always walk with me. I kinda understand it since I did grab her and ask her ‘why the fuck did you walk past me’ but I thought I was in a joking tone since usually I curse. I apologized and asked her if she was okay since she seemed in a bad mood and she said no. I apologized again because I have problem with saying sorry a lot and can’t stop myself and she told me I sounded whiney whenever I apologized in what sounded like a really rude tone.
When we got on the bus I sat in a seat diagonal from her instead of across because I sensed she wanted to be left alone. When my other friend got on the bus they started talking and didn’t really include me in the conversation so I ended it silently crying in my seat while they kept talking for the rest of the ride home.
I don’t know what to do and I’m not even sure she means to be mean or if she was actually speaking in a rude or angry tone since I have problems with that type of stuff.
Recently she’s become very distant and started ignoring me. I tried to ask her if I did anything wrong and she said no so I let it be. But today she walked right past me in our usual meet up spot so we can walk to the bus together. I managed to catch up with her and asked why she didn’t come up to me and she said she didn’t have to always walk with me. I kinda understand it since I did grab her and ask her ‘why the fuck did you walk past me’ but I thought I was in a joking tone since usually I curse. I apologized and asked her if she was okay since she seemed in a bad mood and she said no. I apologized again because I have problem with saying sorry a lot and can’t stop myself and she told me I sounded whiney whenever I apologized in what sounded like a really rude tone.
When we got on the bus I sat in a seat diagonal from her instead of across because I sensed she wanted to be left alone. When my other friend got on the bus they started talking and didn’t really include me in the conversation so I ended it silently crying in my seat while they kept talking for the rest of the ride home.
I don’t know what to do and I’m not even sure she means to be mean or if she was actually speaking in a rude or angry tone since I have problems with that type of stuff.
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