i've lost two friends in the span of a week, in addition with my girlfriend being sent to a hospital for two months with no access to her phone. i know the one friend from the friend group im talking to still has decided to stay neutral, but im scared he'll take their side and end things with me as well, or even worse, he'll take my side and lose 8 whole years of friendship with those two friends. no petty argument is worth that.
i did bad things to them, i admit that, and i apologized for said bad things, but they did bad things to me as well, some of which they've never apologized for. in my opinion, in their magnum opus of bad things theyve done to me, they blew up a minecraft realm i worked really hard on with them and other friends for months. (one of them just removed their own creations, which is fine, but i suspect the other blew up my creations as well.)
i know i should be grateful all of the stress i had surrounding them is finally over, but right now, im just tired. i just want a stable friend group that i actually want to be with, goddamnit. why cant i have that for once?
but anyways, long rant over. what do i do to try getting over them?
- mercury, xe/they/he
i did bad things to them, i admit that, and i apologized for said bad things, but they did bad things to me as well, some of which they've never apologized for. in my opinion, in their magnum opus of bad things theyve done to me, they blew up a minecraft realm i worked really hard on with them and other friends for months. (one of them just removed their own creations, which is fine, but i suspect the other blew up my creations as well.)
i know i should be grateful all of the stress i had surrounding them is finally over, but right now, im just tired. i just want a stable friend group that i actually want to be with, goddamnit. why cant i have that for once?
but anyways, long rant over. what do i do to try getting over them?
- mercury, xe/they/he
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