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I am a Muslim. In case you didn't know, Muslims are not allowed to date, and generally have close friendships with boys. but we still have feelings. My parents always loved my sis more; i barely got any love; and after 13 years of my life of not caring; the only thing they care about is me getting amazing grades. My sis is getting married to our cousin; whom i happened t fall in love with. I am so tired of my life; i am countlessly falling in love with boys in my school whom i see everyday(not just looks but personality too), knowing i will never have them. They dontt even see me, and i know i will never have a chance with them(my scarf covers all my beauty). i am sooo tired of life, but i cant even commit suicide because my religion doesn't allow it.
I have imaginary friends. I cant see them, but they are there. they are my comfort, the only people who love me. It may be a famous person, or a made up, but its always like a boyfriend, fioncee, or husband. and i know theirs something wrong with me, but i cant let go of them. They are the only ones who love me, and its like ive got anohter life; hidden all to myself. IM going crazy! i don't know what to do. How do i get rid of this pain.
I have imaginary friends. I cant see them, but they are there. they are my comfort, the only people who love me. It may be a famous person, or a made up, but its always like a boyfriend, fioncee, or husband. and i know theirs something wrong with me, but i cant let go of them. They are the only ones who love me, and its like ive got anohter life; hidden all to myself. IM going crazy! i don't know what to do. How do i get rid of this pain.
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